Remember

Hello everyone! I went to blog yesterday but my heart was not in it. Thinking a lot about what I am doing and trying to spend my time more productive and prioritize my list of things I need to do and after some of the things I had to do was done I just didn't have the heart to blog. Sorry but that is reality.
Anyway today is day that the world is remembering of the heart ache and pain that America suffered from what ever people want to believe happened. There are words of terrorist attack and there are words of our own government. As for what I believe.... HMMMM, yeah I don't care to go into that. I do however wonder if the families that this affected still replay everything that happened that day in their head, year after year, at this time every year? If they still feel that stabbing in their chest as they watched tv and seen what was displayed for everyone to see. Even the survivors if they still have flash back on this day and recall the things they saw and the noises inside? My mind cant even imagine what they have went through and continue to go through. I sit here and still recall what I was doing and where I was at when I heard and watched it on tv. I was standing at the kitchen sink washing breakfast dishes when my husband (at the time) called and asked if I was watching the news and I said no. He told me to turn the tv on something bad has happened. Him driving truck did not got to see it but was listening to the radio. I seen that only one Trade Center was hit then as I stood in my kitchen watching I saw the other plane fly into the other Trade Center. I remember my heart drop and my eyes sting  from tears. I felt my stomach turn and a weight of confusion and despair drop on me.
How far has America come from where it was. We have come a long way but yet have a long way to go. My heart breaks still, I have the live documentary of that day and I watch it around this time every year. Not to go through the hurt again and relive it but to thank God for bringing us from that and helping us see. My heart goes out to those people I seen go into those buildings to save lives but in the process losing their own. I pray for Gods protection and guidance over this land and for us to remember, yet forgive.
So, as for my tribute it is postponed. I wanted to share today in the remembrance of what today represents for all Americans and possibly the world. Jesus be with us and thank You for Your love. We shall NEVER forget.