It is your day

Hello everyone! I am starting my day on a some what good note. Last night my feelings got hurt by the words of someone I trust and love deeply. Although, that person says they were joking and I should take it seriously, it hurts. You feel that you know that person and trust them to never hurt you... they do. I figure now it is time to just have tougher skin even with those I trust. I have had to ask myself have I always been the best to them and treated them fairly. No I can not say that I have. Have I maybe have hurt their feelings sometimes in the past? Yeah most likely. So it is time to put my big girl panties on and let them know I still love them and even apologize. God has really been on about apologizing to people even if I feel it is their fault for everything. Because they have feelings too and I need to acknowledge my wrong doing as well and not just my feelings that have been hurt.
Anyway, today is a day of celebrating! My second oldest daughter Equilla is celebrating her birthday!

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!

I am so proud of you and the way you are going after your dreams. Although, you have distanced yourself from me and your family I respect your privacy, regardless of whether I like your decisions or not. I miss you and wish I could take you back to when you were a baby and redo everything with you. I did the best I know how to do at the time, but knowing what I know now I would have done things differently. Not with just you but all of your sisters. You would never have been exposed to rejection, hate, hurt, cruelty, emotional abuse, and the lack of anything that you were in need of. Regardless of the strength it has given you today. I would have held on a little tighter, a little longer and exposed you to the things that only God has for you.

I love you to infinity and back. Be the woman God has called you to be and not what the world wants you to be. You are beautiful!

Happy Birthday!

(No Equilla did not hurt my feelings. It was someone else.) ;)